well, hi!

So. I can't even go back and read what my last post was to update you because, really, I am mortified to read anything that I may have wrote about FEB and the fact that I got back together with him just to let my heart be broken all over again. I actually just can't face reading those posts. I can't remember what they say, but I'm sure they don't deal with the emotional, mental, and physical abuse that he put me through. I'm certain that I don't detail the rape, the spiritual anguish, the feelings of worthlessness that I endured for him, so I won't address them now. Not this time.

But I have news of a new man, and I'm not sure if he is much better. Perhaps writing about him will help me to work through my feelings. We shall see! In the meantime y'all, I'm so pleased to be back! I have a feeling I'm on my own now though.... I miss you wall. If there is anyone left, stay tuned.